will you or wont you?

enough say..
my life has turned upside down..
after the horrible final exam..
after the stupid movie i watched..
after all my family member scatter everywhere all around the world..
i feel like..it is the end of my life..
my life is empty, meaningless, dull, boring, miserable..
owh man..
i need something to cheer me up..
something that will make me walk away from all my problems...
what's wrong with me??
hormonal imbalance..
God.. i don't know...
i feel like going to a place..
where i can forget all this nuisance nightmares...
help me out